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Kim lit the joint between her fingers and inhaled, feeling at ease for once as the smoke enters her lungs. God, this feels amazing, she thought as she exhaled and watched the cloud form around her. It's been months since she gave into the urge but if feels like she's never stopped. Everything is so blurry and the room is so hot that she keeps coughing. But she doesn't care because this, this is what she's been needing. She's needed this since she bumped into him with her.
They were laughing and carrying on as if she didn't exist and she wouldn't stand for it. She made them who they are today. She's the one that got screwed over and is still being screwed over. They are the reason that no matter how hard she tries, she keeps coming back to where she is now. Her shitty one bed room apartment with an empty fridge, nothing in her pockets but loose change. Hell, she can't even keep a job because she keeps getting caught being high on the job. It's honestly not her fault, she thinks. She used to be beautiful and successful. She graduated at the top of her class from law school. All that work and it all went to shit from one encounter with him. She's never forget how she first met him.
Flashback
The party was in full swing when she arrived. The smirk on her face in place and all eyes on her. She was probably the hottest piece of ass in the room with her slim long legs and her full red lips. The sway of her hips as she walked pulled out cat calls as she made her way over to the dj. She knew him of course, in fact, she'd known him for 4 long years since they had most of the same classes together. He looked at her and a wicked grin crept upon his face.
"Kimber, what are you doing here, girl? Shouldn't you be studying?"
"Of course not, don't play with me. You know I'm the newly top graduate of our class," she replied with a grin of her own as she made her way next to him and accepted a drink he passed her way. He laughed as he put on a new track and turned to face her. "No date?"
"Nah, couldn't really find one at the last minute."
"Are you kidding?" he questioned with an amused smile. "All the guys here are thirsting after you and you couldn't find a date?"
Kim smiled,"They aren't my type," she responded with a wink.
"You know, I could have been your date," he stepped closer to her and kissed her on the forehead. She pushed him away playfully and took a sip of her drink.
"You know very well, Kristen wouldn't go for that. She hates me and she already thinks we have something going on."
Richie waved her off as he returned to the booth. "Kris will be alright." Kim rolled her eyes and mumbled under he breath.
Just then a handsome young man stepped up to shake hands with Richie. He was dressed in a suit, a bit fancy for a party but he looked wealthy. Kim smirked around her cup as she looked him over. Apparently he was doing the same thing out of the corner of his eye while he spoke to Richie. Yeah, I look good, now hurry up and give me your number, she thought to herself.
"Rich, who's your beautiful friend?"
Oh. And his voice was deep.
"I'm Kimber, but everyone calls me Kim," she interrupted Richie who glared and went back to his work. Clearly she didn't need his help.
"Well, nice to meet you Kim," he smiled showing off his teeth and shaking her hand. "You know, I run a modelling agency and we've been looking for some fresh faces," he passed her a card with his name on it and his number. "Give me a call if you're interested so we can set up a test shoot." He winked at her before easing away.
"Who was that?" Kim said breathlessly. Richie smirked at her. "That's Jordan Calloway. But trust me, you do not want to get into it with him. He's trouble."
Kim smirked while tucking the card in her purse. "Don't you know how much I love trouble?"
Flashback over
What an idiot she was. She actually fell for that mystery man bull crap. She should have listened to Richie. Now where was she? Stuck in life. She's smoking God knows what because it sure isn't weed, it might be shrooms. Fuck, she's so screwed. She took another drag and felt the heat go down her throat and spread through her lungs. Another memory surfaced and she closed her eyes.
Flashback
One last thrust had them both seeing stars. He rolled off of her and got out of bed, picking up the clothes on the floor to dress himself. Kim pulled out a blunt from the night stand and lit it with the lighter. She took a long drag before exhaling and closing her eyes. She giggled to herself. "That was really nice," she mumbled before sitting up and watching him get himself dressed. He looked over at her and smiled. "It was, but I have to go now. Business and all."
She nodded, offering him a smoke, which he declined.
"So when is my shoot?"
He frowned as he thought. "Stop by my office tomorrow, I think we have something set up that could be a great start for you."
And like a fool she smiled and poked her lips out for a kiss before watching him grab his keys and walk out.
Flashback over
Everything felt so painful and overwhelming that she couldn't help but cry. It didn't stop the hurt or the physical pain she felt, but it allowed her to dull the ache. She took another inhale and coughed it out, almost choking. She was hit by the realization that if she were to die, she would die alone. She didn't have anyone to turn to, anyone that could take care of her. He was supposed to be the one she leaned on when she felt vulnerable but he screwed that up too. And it's not like she has any friends. All her real friends left her a long time ago. All her real friends that turned out to be phony users left her side once they got what they wanted...
Flashback
"He's an agent?"
Kim smiled and pulled out his card from her purse.
"Yep, and i'm meeting him today. I was actually wondering if you'd come? Maybe we can both get jobs as models and be rich."
"You're gonna be a lawyer, who cares about modeling?"
"Oh please, I need something to tie me over until I get a job. Besides that, what's gonna pay off my loans?"
"True."
Both girls clinked their glasses together and laughed.
"So what do you say, doll? I can't do this without my best friend."
Joey sighed and thought pretended to think about it, enjoying the impatient look on her friend's face. "Of course i'll do it with you."
Flashback over
The more she thought about it, the more she realizes how naive she was. You can't have real friends when you're beautiful. No one likes you for you and because you're nice. They're like blood sucking leeches that do nothing but suck the life out of you so they can take your place.
Flashback
"So, this is your friend? Nice to meet you Joey, i'm Jordan Colloway, to what do I owe the pleasure?"
"Well," spoke Kim. "She's my best friend and we do everything together, so I got to thinking, wouldn't it be better if I bring you another girl? We can take everything by storm and bring you business. I know it isn't my place but-"
"Nonsense," he interrupted with an amused smile. "Actually, that's a brilliant idea. I was going to ask you if you knew anyone else interested but I see you've already got that down. Beautiful and smart, I knew I struck gold with you."
Kim grinned and sneaked a glance at Joey, and her grin faltered. Her friend seemed very happy, but it seemed she was happy about something else that worried Kim because that flirty grin she had beaming at Jordan rubbed her the wrong way.
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Kim was ecstatic. Today was the day she'd finalize her modelling contract. She'd already been in a spread for magazines and made it onto a billboard. Joey, who goes by her real name, Muna now (Your name is too man-ish. Muna sounds more exotic and will book you more jobs, claimed Jordan) was doing an alright job for herself. She wouldn't really know because she's hardly seen her friend around lately. She's always busy or too tired to go clubbing. The last time she saw her was 2 weeks ago when they were lined up to have the same photoshoot. And even then she seemed to be acting funny and avoiding her. Whatever, Kim thought, she's doing her so i'll do me, but better.
The ding of the elevator woke Kim up for her thoughts and she placed a smile on her face as she walked down the hallway, checking each door for the right number. Bingo, suit 446. She pulled down her dress a bit, showing off her lovely new C- cups and raised her knuckles to the door.
"Fuck" moaned a voice through the door that made her draw her hand back. What the hell? Did she have the wrong suit? She checked her email and yep, this was the right room. Surely Jordan wouldn't be...doing that before a meeting right? She felt a pang in her chest. Shit, he was, wasn't he? But, didn't they sort of have a thing going on? I mean, he does stop by her house and stays the night. She makes him breakfast for fucks sake. Oh God, what if she's just a booty call? Rage soared through her as she rapidly tapped on the door. She would not be taken advantage of like this and what better time to confront him?
The moans stopped and the door opened. There he was in nothing but a pair of boxers and a surprised look on his face. "Oh, I'm sorry. I thought our meeting was in the next hour?"
"No, douche bag, it's now. Who the fuck are you banging in there anyway?"
He chuckled and held his hands up in surrender. "Hey, we aren't married. I was under the impression that we were just two friends who liked to have a little fun"
"And I was under the impression that when you were screwing me every night and telling me how much you loved me that we were exclusive," Kim shot back with an annoyed expression.
"Well, seems we got our signals messed up."
Kim scuffed. "You think?" Kim shoved the door open and silently gasped as she took in the sight before her. "Joey?" she exclaimed. She turned to look at the man before her. "You're screwing my best friend?"
Joey looked uncomfortable as she held the sheet up to cover her chest. "Kimber, it's not what it looks like we just-"
Kim completely ignored her and faced Jordan. "How long?"
Now he looked uncomfortable as he scratched the back of his head. "Look, it's not like we wanted you to find out-"
"How long!?" she shouted, this time with blurry vision from holding back tears.
"A few weeks."
She sniffled and turned to face Joey. "You bitchy little sneak," she chuckled and wiped her nose with the back of her hand. "You knew how I felt about him and you screwed him anyway. Is this why you've been avoiding me? Not returning my calls? Because every time you're with him you're thinking about what a shit friend you are?"
Joey looked upset now. "You know what, maybe it was wrong for me to sleep with him but it doesn't change the fact that he slept with me too. If he really gave a shit about you, he wouldn't be here with me in the first place. Just face it, Kimmy," she spat her name." No matter how big your tits are or pretty you may be, you're an ugly person on the inside. And no one wants to be with a pathetic, mean, bitch."
The room was silent and all Kim could do was stare, she didn't even care that the tears were falling now. "Screw you Joey. It's only a matter of time before he does to you what he did to me. And as for you," she turned around to face Jordan. "Whenever you feel the need to call me? And trust me, you will. Don't. I'm done."
Kim stepped past him and jerked away when she felt his arm come in contact with hers. "Kim, don't-"
"No, you don't! Don't touch me. You're a liar and a child. You don't know what the fuck you want and i'm not playing these stupid games with you. How could you? You claim to be a man but you're just a boy. A man would own up to his shit from the start. If you didn't want me, why did you make me believe that you did? Do you know how screwed up this is for me?"
"You're right, I'm not sure what I want, but I think I want you!"
"No, you don't. You just want a play thing, and fuck you, fuck her, fuck your stupid modeling agency. And you know what? I'm suing you for every penny you're worth. Ever heard of rape? I'm sure I've still got the evidence of our little escapade from this morning between my legs!" And with that she stormed down the hall and into the elevator.
Flashback over
She got nothing. It's funny because you'd think she would have been able to afford proper lawyers with the money she made modelling. Turns out she got nothing because she never got the chance to sign the contract and after what happened, Jordan sure wasn't going to have her sign it then. 2 years have passed and here she is. Crying on the floor, blunt finished, no one to talk to. Her only friend screwed her over. The man she loved screwed her over. And what could make things worse? 2 years later, they're still together, except now there is a ring on her finger and a baby in her belly. They're all over social media flaunting off their pathetic deceitful love.
Kim felt her eyes roll in the back of her head before she passed out from exhaustion.
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